I've been feeling down lately. I doubt myself and my abilities. I've haven't been on here lately because I feel worthless. And I picked the worst time to because Christmas is coming soon. I feel like I don't matter in this world and no one will care for me if I disappear. I just don't feel I equate and I have hatred for myself and that I will never amount to anything. So, am I a good man? Do I make an impact? Do I change things?