Destiny JENOVA: Final Form Sephiroth

i woke up just a little bit ago, and as always, the first thing i went to do was head for my mirror and comb my hair. but when i looked in the mirror, i stopped suddenly. i noticed something different about my appearance: i literally looked like a female clone of Sephiroth. had i finally grown out of my larva state? there was only one way i could know for sure: go outside and fight. so, i opened my closet and picked up my sword, then realized i was forgetting something: i had injured my wing on my walk yesterday. then, of course, my joy had faded. i just sat on my bed, wishing i could just go out anyways. but i knew it wasnt wise; especially since i had killed a 19-year old guy for insulting Mother, and who seemed to be his older sister, was probably on the hunt for me seeking revenge. either that, or another one of Mother's enemies would ambush me, and i may possibly injure my wing again during battle. either way, i couldnt risk hurting my wing again. then, groaning, i said "what kind of day is this gonna be if i cant frikkin fight? Ugh!!" one thing was certain: i had to find something to do today, other than heading outside and fighting like i usually do. i can already see im going to have a very bland couple of days here: maybe more. but i have to make the best of it. theres really not much else i can do; i dont have sufficient healing ability to heal my wing by magical ability. which leaves me to just staying inside and resting. my magic can allow me to do things like conjure severe storms; and it also allows me to use my summons, as well. but healing just isnt a skill for me. so, even though i appear to be at the end (or even out of) my larva state, i am unable to fight because i injured my wing. Mother taught me to rest in situations like this; even if i dont like it. well, i guess i'll be stuck indoors all day....*sigh* this frikkin sucks.