The bad times thread

[BlazingPhoenix]

So I know a lot of people nowadays, myself included, suffer from anxiety, depression, or just the occasional bad day, so I decided to make the ultimate pity thread. If you have a bad day or experience, share it here and other members may relate and attempt to comfort you, because some days all we need is someone to listen to us. Also, no offensive posts toward an individual.
For starters, I had this nightmare when I was 11 where the world was ending in like 5 minutes, and I felt as though I wasted my life, and I awoke in a practical sweat and tears on my bed, and to this day if I play video games for a long period of time I get extremely depressed feeling like I am wasting my life.

 

[Jeff The Killer]

I know how it feels to have dreams leave a huge impression on you, but remember to over look the dark feeling and look toward something positive whenever you start feeling down

Lets see, back when I was in school I fail to get my diploma due to the now extinct TAKS test. I had passed all my classes, I had all the credits but the Math TAKS kept me from getting to walk with my class. I had gotten so depressed that I refused to get up and do things.

 

[BlazingPhoenix]

I know how it feels to have dreams leave a huge impression on you, but remember to over look the dark feeling and look toward something positive whenever you start feeling down

Lets see, back when I was in school I fail to get my diploma due to the now extinct TAKS test. I had passed all my classes, I had all the credits but the Math TAKS kept me from getting to walk with my class. I had gotten so depressed that I refused to get up and do things.

well, that part of your life is over now, so look to the brighter side of things, there is no need to worry about that anymore.

 

[Bobcam7!]

Came to this thread thinking it was something to do with Undertale, welp, what horrible experiences have had...

I feel, especially when comparing myself to people like @Megalegacy98 incredibly depressed with how little I have done with my life. I mean, I'm one year older than him, I play games, he makes and mods them. Anyways...

Once, I think I was 11, as a punishment I was kept in my room as a punishment only allowed to come out for meals and to go to school. This as itself wouldn't have been so bad if everything wasn't stripped from it. I mean EVERYTHING. No books, no games, even my window was taped up. Fortunately instead of 3 months of this I got cut down to 2 weeks, probably because all work and no play makes Bobcam a dull boy. So in a way, I know what a prison cell is like.

 

[BlazingPhoenix]

Came to this thread thinking it was something to do with Undertale, welp, what horrible experiences have had...

I feel, especially when comparing myself to people like @Megalegacy98 incredibly depressed with how little I have done with my life. I mean, I'm one year older than him, I play games, he makes and mods them. Anyways...

Once, I think I was 11, as a punishment I was kept in my room as a punishment only allowed to come out for meals and to go to school. This as itself wouldn't have been so bad if everything wasn't stripped from it. I mean EVERYTHING. No books, no games, even my window was taped up. Fortunately instead of 3 months of this I got cut down to 2 weeks, probably because all work and no play makes Bobcam a dull boy. So in a way, I know what a prison cell is like.

Well, we are 13, so don't feel like you've wasted your life... I mean I feel the same way but really until I hit age 25 I cannot say that. But really at least you have parents, and whether or not you love them or just one of them they will always be there for you, and as long as you look on the brighter side of things your life will be much happier, I can guarinte that at least. I mean, if your parents did not love you you would still be in that taped up prison cell. I really hopes this helps.

 

[IPOD]

Once during lunch in 6th grade a kid who was sitting right next to me just randomly elbowed me in the arm. Hard. Nobody really liked that kid anyway, so I started annoying him because he did that. Then 2 other kids joined in and he started hitting and kicking the 3 of us. Subtly, but it hurt. Eventually the school nurse who was on lunch duty walked up to me and said I had to go sit at one of the extra tables that three 5th graders were sitting at. That extra table was at the other side of the cafeteria. I walked over there, my face as red as a ...... uh... umm..... well, I was really embarrassed. Then I realized that there wee no more chairs there. So I had to do the walk of shame to the other side of the cafeteria, grab a chair and sit down. But thank God that just a couple minutes after I sat down the bell rang and I went back to class.

 

[Livada]

I suffer from depression 7 years now. It was fine while I was going to high school, I didn't even feel it because I had so much fun there and all of my friends were so good and funny, I loved them. But three years ago, after I finished high school, everyone went their own ways, they went to college in different towns. I tried to go to college too but I just sank deeply into the abyss so I quit and returned home. My boyfriend is not helping at all. He always says same thing as my mother. They say I'm overreacting and that I should chill out a bit. That's why I'm sinking deeply every day, even though I'm not suppose to just because ''I have someone who loves me'' (at least that's what his friend is saying). But that alone is not enough. For 20 years, even now I'm still looking for someone who will understand me. So I figured, maybe I should go to art academy. That's what I want for so long and maybe I'll finaly meet someone who understands me. Thank you for reading, have a nice day

 

[BlazingPhoenix]

I suffer from depression 7 years now. It was fine while I was going to high school, I didn't even feel it because I had so much fun there and all of my friends were so good and funny, I loved them. But three years ago, after I finished high school, everyone went their own ways, they went to college in different towns. I tried to go to college too but I just sank deeply into the abyss so I quit and returned home. My boyfriend is not helping at all. He always says same thing as my mother. They say I'm overreacting and that I should chill out a bit. That's why I'm sinking deeply every day, even though I'm not suppose to just because ''I have someone who loves me'' (at least that's what his friend is saying). But that alone is not enough. For 20 years, even now I'm still looking for someone who will understand me. So I figured, maybe I should go to art academy. That's what I want for so long and maybe I'll finaly meet someone who understands me. Thank you for reading, have a nice day

i think i am starting to feel what you are feeling, and just know that we love you in the very least

Once during lunch in 6th grade a kid who was sitting right next to me just randomly elbowed me in the arm. Hard. Nobody really liked that kid anyway, so I started annoying him because he did that. Then 2 other kids joined in and he started hitting and kicking the 3 of us. Subtly, but it hurt. Eventually the school nurse who was on lunch duty walked up to me and said I had to go sit at one of the extra tables that three 5th graders were sitting at. That extra table was at the other side of the cafeteria. I walked over there, my face as red as a ...... uh... umm..... well, I was really embarrassed. Then I realized that there wee no more chairs there. So I had to do the walk of shame to the other side of the cafeteria, grab a chair and sit down. But thank God that just a couple minutes after I sat down the bell rang and I went back to class.

Some people... it must have been a bad day for you, but you can at least know that no one cares about it anymore, so dont be flustered. Besides, when you get a job, no one from your school will ever tell the story so you can tell them you were class president or something XD. Lets just be happy you did not get suspended or grounded or anything like that, some kid once threw woodchips at a girl who stepped on his fingers (at her dress not her face mind you) and he got suspended for a whole 3 days. Poor guy.

 

[Doctor Strange]

So this week, I just feel terrible on the inside. More sad than usual. I was thinking I was depressed. Then I looked up the symptoms. And I had all of them. Since then, my inner self has been endless misery for the entire week. Nothing I do interests me anymore. Nothing is sparking. I happy on the surface, but that's just me hiding my sadness. I just don't feel good this week.

 

[BlazingPhoenix]

So this week, I just feel terrible on the inside. More sad than usual. I was thinking I was depressed. Then I looked up the symptoms. And I had all of them. Since then, my inner self has been endless misery for the entire week. Nothing I do interests me anymore. Nothing is sparking. I happy on the surface, but that's just me hiding my sadness. I just don't feel good this week.

I am assuming you are an adult, try spending a day or two with your parents, maybe being around family will help you feel better!

 

[BonnetteForever]

It's life that happened to me, dreams have left a huge impression on me, but i'm normally a depressed person so it wouldn't matter. I don't exactly have friends, most of my 'friends' just pity me, so they allow me to hang out with them. And things at my house couldn't be worse. This was just a horrible week so far, I act happy on the outside and hide my sadness on the inside. Having Insomnia keeps me up at night. I looked up the symptoms for depression and I had most of them. Back to the point this has just been horrid for me.