So when i was thinking about this topic it made me happy but as some of you may notice things arent going well for me lately. Here's the truth
I joined pedia a year ago as a skrub who didnt have friends and had a normal life, i was happy on my time here, i didnt have anything else to do back then so i was here 24/7 i made friends and it was fun it lasted long until january where i started to get a bit inactive, in february i decided it was enough, i was going away for some time, what else did i have to do other than staying here? 2 things: going to school and crying, why crying? my life has been terrible lately, i discovered how hard it can be and my illness is getting me crazy, i have always been a kid who loved his family and his family loved him, lately problems are coming, i lost many of them and maybe they will lose me soon who knows, i have no friends, You guys are the only ones i really got, you are the only happiness ive had this year ive been here, you are the only people that are not scared to talk to me because you dont know me.
I guess this was too much for you but think what you think of me i dont care you are my friend, if you think im funny, gr8, if you think im boring and lame, nice, if you think im a jerk great, ive been lying to you many times just to keep my sadness, but there hasnt been too many lies, to be honest only 2, first one: im not 14 im 13 i just tought this would be like where i live where the older ones just hate you for being younger, nope you are the nicest community ive ever been in and im proud of being here and i dont plan on going away, the second was making you think i was happy, now you know the truth.
This week i am getting happy like i was 3 months ago again, i got the best grades of my classroom, my mother talks to me like if i am her son. I am happy because a classmate invited me to his party which is gonna be big and now every1 is talking to me, i feel like a real person now.
I know its not my anniversary yet but i got the emblem so eh...
i will just stay positive and keep active here guys love ya and hapy anniversary to me
I joined pedia a year ago as a skrub who didnt have friends and had a normal life, i was happy on my time here, i didnt have anything else to do back then so i was here 24/7 i made friends and it was fun it lasted long until january where i started to get a bit inactive, in february i decided it was enough, i was going away for some time, what else did i have to do other than staying here? 2 things: going to school and crying, why crying? my life has been terrible lately, i discovered how hard it can be and my illness is getting me crazy, i have always been a kid who loved his family and his family loved him, lately problems are coming, i lost many of them and maybe they will lose me soon who knows, i have no friends, You guys are the only ones i really got, you are the only happiness ive had this year ive been here, you are the only people that are not scared to talk to me because you dont know me.
I guess this was too much for you but think what you think of me i dont care you are my friend, if you think im funny, gr8, if you think im boring and lame, nice, if you think im a jerk great, ive been lying to you many times just to keep my sadness, but there hasnt been too many lies, to be honest only 2, first one: im not 14 im 13 i just tought this would be like where i live where the older ones just hate you for being younger, nope you are the nicest community ive ever been in and im proud of being here and i dont plan on going away, the second was making you think i was happy, now you know the truth.
This week i am getting happy like i was 3 months ago again, i got the best grades of my classroom, my mother talks to me like if i am her son. I am happy because a classmate invited me to his party which is gonna be big and now every1 is talking to me, i feel like a real person now.
I know its not my anniversary yet but i got the emblem so eh...
i will just stay positive and keep active here guys love ya and hapy anniversary to me
