so, this was a couple nights ago from the present time. i was asleep beside my new mate, Sydonay. we were both completely zonked out. and i had a dream.
in this dream, though, i did not see Mother, unlike usual. i was out in the middle of a wide, beautiful meadow that seemed fairly peaceful. in my hand, i realized i was holding a gunblade, which resembled the one my brother Yazoo used before he was killed. so, i stood up and explored the area a bit, and then a familiar voice called out to me "hey there, lil' sis!" then, i gasped, turning to face my older brother, Yazoo. surprised, i said "Yazoo..? is it really you?" then he laughed and said "its me, sister. how about i show you how to use that weapon?" then, i smiled and said "sure! lets go play." then, nodding, he said "right, so follow me." so, i followed him for a bit, even though i had no idea where i was going, and we came to a stop in front of 2 motorbikes, which looked very familiar to me. these were the sort of motorbikes my brothers rode before they were killed, often when they were chasing Cloud. i was often with them during those times, even though i was too underdeveloped and weak to do anything serious to Cloud other than use BahamutSIN's power or use my mystical powers. my older brothers taught me though that as the larva, i had to come, no matter how little i could do. i was only 14 that year, and went through a horrible tragedy that Cloud was responsible for. so, moving on here, Yazoo turned to face me once we were near the motorbikes, and said "ok, sister. just do as i do; listen to teacher." so, he got on one of the vehicles, and i got on the other. we both revved up the engines, and i decided to give Yazoo a head-start, just so i could see what he was going to show me. then i followed him. lifting up his weapon, he turned to face me, and said "watch the master." there appeared to be wolf-like monsters to our left, and i watched him shoot them relentlessly, not having any trouble taking them out. some of them caught him and came close, but he just slashed them and they died. then, he signalled me to join him, and i did. we were both in such perfect sync that our skills here were matched with each other's. once we had taken out all the monsters, we parked our vehicles, and stood face to face with each other. then, smiling and walking towards me, he said "see, sister? you can do anything well. thats a gift you have as one of Mother's children: the ability to master anything. all you have to do is be persistent, never give up, and most importantly...show no mercy to Mother's enemies. Especially Cloud and his friends: they're our worst enemies as Mother's children. they are fighting for the extinction of our kind, and Mother's legacy along with it. No matter how hopeless it looks, sister, just remember everything that Mother taught us. You're our last hope of ever coming back from the dead. Mother is counting on you. And i know you'll do your best to please her and get her what she wants. Just as the rest of us did." then i woke up. i glanced around the room, and said "Yazoo?" then i sighed: i had realized i only saw him in my dreams. then, i instantly built up fury, and said "why do you hate us so much, Cloud?!! what did Mother ever do to you?!! if it werent for you and your whole crooked charade, Yazoo would still be here! and so would the rest of my family! Ugh!! im gonna kill you, Cloud!! im gonna make you suffer so much you'll wish you were never born, you frikkin monster!! Uggggh!!!" then i just screamed; my fury had peaked and i couldnt take it anymore. of course, that woke up my mate, Sydonay. he sat up and immediately tried to calm me, and asked "hey, whats going on? did something happen, baby?" then, regaining control of myself, i said "well....i had a dream. i saw one of my older brothers, Yazoo. and i remembered all the good times we had together....but now he's gone. thanks to Cloud and his cohorts...along with the rest of my family. i just dont see why he hates our kind so much. i mean, what did Mother do to him? i just dont understand....he hates us: all of us. and there are many other people supporting Cloud in growing numbers, thriving for the mass extinction of my kind. if i die too, then....*sniff* Mother's family and legacy will be gone forever!" then, trying to comfort me, he said "hey, it sounds like you could use a partner on your mission, babe. how about i join you, and uh....help you reclaim the planet for JENOVA? i have some unique skills and powers that im certain will help you midbattle." then, looking at him, i said "what..?" then he said "it doesnt seem many of JENOVA's children have survived, and....i want to help the ones that have. baby, if its important to you, then im with you all the way." then, i smiled and got very teary-eyed, and said "thank you..!" then i just knocked him on the mattress while hugging him tightly. after that we just decided to go back to sleep, after cuddling a bit. and that was how the night ended.
so now, i have the help of my mate during battle. i wonder what his specialties are? he didnt have a physical weapon, so im guessing he's either a mystic or a sorcerer. if he really is, then thats excellent. we could use that kind of skill on our side.
in this dream, though, i did not see Mother, unlike usual. i was out in the middle of a wide, beautiful meadow that seemed fairly peaceful. in my hand, i realized i was holding a gunblade, which resembled the one my brother Yazoo used before he was killed. so, i stood up and explored the area a bit, and then a familiar voice called out to me "hey there, lil' sis!" then, i gasped, turning to face my older brother, Yazoo. surprised, i said "Yazoo..? is it really you?" then he laughed and said "its me, sister. how about i show you how to use that weapon?" then, i smiled and said "sure! lets go play." then, nodding, he said "right, so follow me." so, i followed him for a bit, even though i had no idea where i was going, and we came to a stop in front of 2 motorbikes, which looked very familiar to me. these were the sort of motorbikes my brothers rode before they were killed, often when they were chasing Cloud. i was often with them during those times, even though i was too underdeveloped and weak to do anything serious to Cloud other than use BahamutSIN's power or use my mystical powers. my older brothers taught me though that as the larva, i had to come, no matter how little i could do. i was only 14 that year, and went through a horrible tragedy that Cloud was responsible for. so, moving on here, Yazoo turned to face me once we were near the motorbikes, and said "ok, sister. just do as i do; listen to teacher." so, he got on one of the vehicles, and i got on the other. we both revved up the engines, and i decided to give Yazoo a head-start, just so i could see what he was going to show me. then i followed him. lifting up his weapon, he turned to face me, and said "watch the master." there appeared to be wolf-like monsters to our left, and i watched him shoot them relentlessly, not having any trouble taking them out. some of them caught him and came close, but he just slashed them and they died. then, he signalled me to join him, and i did. we were both in such perfect sync that our skills here were matched with each other's. once we had taken out all the monsters, we parked our vehicles, and stood face to face with each other. then, smiling and walking towards me, he said "see, sister? you can do anything well. thats a gift you have as one of Mother's children: the ability to master anything. all you have to do is be persistent, never give up, and most importantly...show no mercy to Mother's enemies. Especially Cloud and his friends: they're our worst enemies as Mother's children. they are fighting for the extinction of our kind, and Mother's legacy along with it. No matter how hopeless it looks, sister, just remember everything that Mother taught us. You're our last hope of ever coming back from the dead. Mother is counting on you. And i know you'll do your best to please her and get her what she wants. Just as the rest of us did." then i woke up. i glanced around the room, and said "Yazoo?" then i sighed: i had realized i only saw him in my dreams. then, i instantly built up fury, and said "why do you hate us so much, Cloud?!! what did Mother ever do to you?!! if it werent for you and your whole crooked charade, Yazoo would still be here! and so would the rest of my family! Ugh!! im gonna kill you, Cloud!! im gonna make you suffer so much you'll wish you were never born, you frikkin monster!! Uggggh!!!" then i just screamed; my fury had peaked and i couldnt take it anymore. of course, that woke up my mate, Sydonay. he sat up and immediately tried to calm me, and asked "hey, whats going on? did something happen, baby?" then, regaining control of myself, i said "well....i had a dream. i saw one of my older brothers, Yazoo. and i remembered all the good times we had together....but now he's gone. thanks to Cloud and his cohorts...along with the rest of my family. i just dont see why he hates our kind so much. i mean, what did Mother do to him? i just dont understand....he hates us: all of us. and there are many other people supporting Cloud in growing numbers, thriving for the mass extinction of my kind. if i die too, then....*sniff* Mother's family and legacy will be gone forever!" then, trying to comfort me, he said "hey, it sounds like you could use a partner on your mission, babe. how about i join you, and uh....help you reclaim the planet for JENOVA? i have some unique skills and powers that im certain will help you midbattle." then, looking at him, i said "what..?" then he said "it doesnt seem many of JENOVA's children have survived, and....i want to help the ones that have. baby, if its important to you, then im with you all the way." then, i smiled and got very teary-eyed, and said "thank you..!" then i just knocked him on the mattress while hugging him tightly. after that we just decided to go back to sleep, after cuddling a bit. and that was how the night ended.
so now, i have the help of my mate during battle. i wonder what his specialties are? he didnt have a physical weapon, so im guessing he's either a mystic or a sorcerer. if he really is, then thats excellent. we could use that kind of skill on our side.
