Destiny JENOVA: Rebuilding Mother's Family

for a long time, my dream was to rebuild Mother's family by finding a suitable mate for the job. Not very long ago, i made a trip to the park, dressed in my all-black outfit, which resembled Sephiroth's. of course, i brought my sword with me for protection, should somebody recognize that i am the larvan form of Sephiroth, and attempt to kill me. this has happened numerous times; people who want to be a so-called 'hero' and kill me. well, the good news is that since i am deep within my larva state, i nearly have Sephiroth's full potential, which, for most, is too difficult to match. the end result for everyone who's fought me, attempting to kill me (in recent years), was i had them begging for mercy and forgiveness; left them feeling helpless. of course, i always took after Mother and deceased them; i would never let anyone who tried to kill me have any mercy. thats how Mother raised me. so, anyways, i set out for the park. i knew flying wasnt wise; there were too many trees, which, if my wing hit the branches, i could be seriously injured. so, i decided it was smarter just to walk. so, once i got there, it seemed there were two or three guys, who looked a bit younger than me, hanging out together. there were also parents with their kids there, but i ignored that. i approached the boys, then said "hello there." i smiled, just to give a signal indicating i wouldnt attack, since i was holding my sword. they stopped talking and just stared blankly at me, until one of them asked "who are you..?" he sounded scared. then i said "my name is Sephieroth...but most just call me Sephie." one of them seemed to admire my looks, then said "you look tough. who's your mom? i've never seen anyone who looks anything like you!" then i giggled briefly, then said "My mother...is JENOVA....but its been years since ive been with her, and..." then, i felt tears coming from my eyes. i tried not to make a sound. then, the same one said "hey, whats wrong?" then, the one who seemed afraid of me said "doesnt matter. lets just run before she--" then he tugged on the one who seemed to like me, who pulled away, then said "you big chicken! if she was gonna kill us we'd be dead by now! i mean, just look at her....she's so beautiful...i've never seen anything like her!" then, feeling a little better, i looked at him and said "really? do you mean that..?" then he smiled and said "of course. but...are you even human? i mean, your eyes...and you have a black wing. what are you, Sephie?" then, hesitating a bit, i answered, saying "im an angel. a one-winged angel." then, the skittish boy said "what?! you sure dont look like an angel!" then, i flashed him a firm expression, giving a warning signal. he felt my power and moaned, backing away from me. then, the other one said "dont pay any attention to Tommy. he's scared of everything. literally. my name is Seth. and im probably the only reason Tommy's still alive...honestly...he's a big chicken..." then we both laughed together. then, i asked "how old are you, Seth? im 21." then, he said "im 19, Sephie. got forced to move out by my dad, cuz he was tired of my habits. what about you? do you live with your mom?" then, i said "no...but someday, both me and Mother will have our reunion, and never suffer again." then, he said "what happened? how did you get separated from her?" then, i sighed, and turned looking off in the distance, and said "its a very, very long story...but, its because of a crisis that occured many years ago...and ever since the incident, me and my brothers have been struggling to find her. there were people who misunderstood our mission, and tried to stop us. the end result was...two of my brothers were killed, and all that is left of Mother...is me, and big brother." then, i turned back to him, and he said sadly "wow, thats terrible...so, you lost your family because of an accident?" then, i said "something like that..." then, he put his hands on my shoulders, seeing how sad i was, and said "i feel really, really bad for your loss, Sephie...is there any way i can help?" then, i started to cry, saying "not unless...you can change the past..!" then i just dropped to my knees and burried my face in my hands, putting my sword down. i couldnt stop crying. Seth bent down to me, rubbing my back and trying to comfort me. then he said "hey, its ok. i know how it feels to lose family." then, he sat beside me, wrapping his arm over my shoulder, and said "hey...you seem like you're having a hard day, Sephie. Why dont you come to my place?" then i turned to him, and my tears stopped. i said "what..?" then he said "i think you need someone decent to be with. it sounds to me like you've had a very hard life, and...i think some company might help. wanna come?" then, helping me up as i reached for my sword, i said "ok, that sounds good. thank you..." then, just as we began to leave the area, someone attacked me from behind, knocking me to the ground. Seth staggered away, then said "Lisa? what are you doing here?!" then, i got up, and turned to face what looked like a woman that was my age. i immediately got myself into a battle-ready position, waiting for her to strike again. then she said "Seth, stay away from her!" then, sounding confused, he said "huh? why?!" then, still staring at me firmly, she said "that woman is evil! dont you see?" then he said "huh? see what? what are you talking about?" then she said "that woman...is the female larva of Sephiroth. and if you were to ever get yourself into a serious relationship with her, and have her give birth...the world would be in danger." then, shocked he said to me "its not true...tell me its not true, Sephie!" then, feeling guilty, and hurt, i lowered my sword and turned to him, then said "Seth....it is..." then, he said "no..! you...you lied to me, Sephieroth!" then, i said, trying to earn back his trust "no, you dont understand, Seth! Mother was--" then, staring at me with fury, he interrupted, saying "your Mother is nothing more than a spineless evil woman trying to take over the world. and i'd give anything to stop her!" then, my fury rose instantly "how dare you talk about Mother like that! thats it!" then, rushing towards him, i pushed my sword through his body, then pulled it out. he dropped to the ground, motionless. suddenly feeling crushed, Lisa rushed over to Seth, crying and said "No! Not my brother! oh, Seth..." i looked back where Tommy had been, and saw him running away. i didnt care; i just let him go. then, i turned back to Lisa and said "thats what i do to people who tarnish Mother's name." then, getting up and looking at me, still crying, she said "whats wrong with you?! how could you?!" then, i didnt say anything. i just turned the other way and flew up until i was above the trees, and began making my way home. once i got home, i washed my sword thoroughly, then took it and went into my room. i sat on my bed, feeling very sad. i had finally found a guy who was interested in me. but thanks to what appeared to be his older sister, my chance was completely ruined. once again. this happened earlier today this afternoon. im feeling ok now, but a loss is still a loss. i would have let him live if he hadnt insulted Mother. i wasnt going to give up on finding a suitable mate, though. i promised Mother i would do it; no matter what it came to. the last time i visited the park, the boys i encountered just ran away from me, so that didnt get anywhere. after a couple hours of trying to get myself back to normal, i just went out for a typical walk. didnt stop anywhere special. i wasnt attacked at all, but i tripped over this huge tree root, and injured my wing. when i got hurt, i just turned around and went back home to rest, which im doing even now. i will probably stay indoors for several days, just until my wing is completely healed. i do have magical ability, but healing isnt something i can do effectively. must be my energies that make it difficult for me to do. so all i can do is rest...even big brother told me i need to rest. well, anyways...so much for my visit to the park today. *sigh*....