this was something i kind of learned on my own just recently. As you know i am the female larva of Sephiroth, but at the present time my development is complete on that subject. so anyways, here's what happened.
ok, so i was just playing a game, pretty much relaxed for a long while, sitting beside my mate. then, i ended up doing something stupid while playing, and had to reset to fix it. i lost a lot of progress from that, so as you can imagine, i was furious. i ordered my mate to leave the room at the time, and he did. then i set my system down, and i did what i needed to: i stood up, and began exhuming my JENOVA cells to vent my fury, rather than screaming.
little did i know, i had made a huge mistake coping with my fury like that. i had stopped suddenly, feeling totally exhausted and as if my core power had been completely reduced to a minimum; as if i lost complete power. i was so weakened, i had just dropped to the floor, feeling to weak and tired to do anything. so, i tuned in and relaxed as best i could, and attempted to contact Mother, saying "Mother? Can you hear me?" then, i heard her voice and she said "yes. is something wrong, Sephieroth?" then i said "Mother, I....I got angry, and since i had no human to take it out on, i exhumed too many of my JENOVA cells, and....ahhh..!" then, i noticed immediate concern in her voice, and she said "uh oh. hold on, Sephieroth. im on my way."
then, after 30 seconds passed, i saw Mother appear beside me, facing me while i was down. then, she said "Sephieroth....never directly use your JENOVA cells like that unless its an emergency. those cells are the core and base of all of your power, and if you use them like that, you cant fight afterwards. You cant fight without the presence of enough of my cells, Sephieroth." then, i looked at her, and said "oh no...,what have i done to myself? is there any way to restore my power, Mother?" then, she giggled a bit, smiling down at me, and said "oh, its quite simple, my child. all you need is to be around someone who also carries my cells; that includes myself. and for even better results, sleep with that person in your vicinities." then i said "oh good...so, can you stay in this room while i sleep, Mother? i've got no one else to absorb your cells from." then she giggled and said "of course. just remember that if you're going to restore power this way, that your partner naturally carries my cells and doesnt die from them. anyone who is harmed by them will be useless here....if you dont have anyone, then sleeping on its own should do the trick, if you give it enough time."
so, then i said "ok, got it. thanks, Mother." then, of course, i laid down to sleep, with Mother still in the room. i already began feeling much stronger again; i knew this was working. i knew that i was absorbing Mother's cells from being close to her. you see, our species lives off these cells. we naturally exhume and absorb a certain amount of them at the same time, allowing us to build strength gradually, and also maintain it as well.
however....these cells are too powerful for humans, so most die from injection of them. others become very ill, and sometimes make it....and other times die then, as well. survival is extremely rare here: Mother's cells are too powerful to be killed by ordinary means, such as medicine, surgery, and possibly even vaccines, as well. this is why survival is rare when a human gets injected with Mother's cells.
it takes some serious power for anyone who's not of Mother's family to avoid death from exposure to her cells. it hasnt happened to very many at all. very few have minimal reactions to her cells entering their body. reactions in many are often too fatal to be fixed.
yet despite those facts, as one of Mother's children, those cells are the core of my power and ability to fight. they are literally the very essence of my entire being; just like the rest of Mother's children. it runs in my veins and is what gives me life. and i will one day have children, and pass on Mother's legacy and generation in order to ensure our kind is never completely extinct. as the female one winged angel, that is a very crucial part of my role on this planet, along with reclaiming the planet for Mother. she is counting on me: and i promised her i wouldnt disappoint.
ok, so i was just playing a game, pretty much relaxed for a long while, sitting beside my mate. then, i ended up doing something stupid while playing, and had to reset to fix it. i lost a lot of progress from that, so as you can imagine, i was furious. i ordered my mate to leave the room at the time, and he did. then i set my system down, and i did what i needed to: i stood up, and began exhuming my JENOVA cells to vent my fury, rather than screaming.
little did i know, i had made a huge mistake coping with my fury like that. i had stopped suddenly, feeling totally exhausted and as if my core power had been completely reduced to a minimum; as if i lost complete power. i was so weakened, i had just dropped to the floor, feeling to weak and tired to do anything. so, i tuned in and relaxed as best i could, and attempted to contact Mother, saying "Mother? Can you hear me?" then, i heard her voice and she said "yes. is something wrong, Sephieroth?" then i said "Mother, I....I got angry, and since i had no human to take it out on, i exhumed too many of my JENOVA cells, and....ahhh..!" then, i noticed immediate concern in her voice, and she said "uh oh. hold on, Sephieroth. im on my way."
then, after 30 seconds passed, i saw Mother appear beside me, facing me while i was down. then, she said "Sephieroth....never directly use your JENOVA cells like that unless its an emergency. those cells are the core and base of all of your power, and if you use them like that, you cant fight afterwards. You cant fight without the presence of enough of my cells, Sephieroth." then, i looked at her, and said "oh no...,what have i done to myself? is there any way to restore my power, Mother?" then, she giggled a bit, smiling down at me, and said "oh, its quite simple, my child. all you need is to be around someone who also carries my cells; that includes myself. and for even better results, sleep with that person in your vicinities." then i said "oh good...so, can you stay in this room while i sleep, Mother? i've got no one else to absorb your cells from." then she giggled and said "of course. just remember that if you're going to restore power this way, that your partner naturally carries my cells and doesnt die from them. anyone who is harmed by them will be useless here....if you dont have anyone, then sleeping on its own should do the trick, if you give it enough time."
so, then i said "ok, got it. thanks, Mother." then, of course, i laid down to sleep, with Mother still in the room. i already began feeling much stronger again; i knew this was working. i knew that i was absorbing Mother's cells from being close to her. you see, our species lives off these cells. we naturally exhume and absorb a certain amount of them at the same time, allowing us to build strength gradually, and also maintain it as well.
however....these cells are too powerful for humans, so most die from injection of them. others become very ill, and sometimes make it....and other times die then, as well. survival is extremely rare here: Mother's cells are too powerful to be killed by ordinary means, such as medicine, surgery, and possibly even vaccines, as well. this is why survival is rare when a human gets injected with Mother's cells.
it takes some serious power for anyone who's not of Mother's family to avoid death from exposure to her cells. it hasnt happened to very many at all. very few have minimal reactions to her cells entering their body. reactions in many are often too fatal to be fixed.
yet despite those facts, as one of Mother's children, those cells are the core of my power and ability to fight. they are literally the very essence of my entire being; just like the rest of Mother's children. it runs in my veins and is what gives me life. and i will one day have children, and pass on Mother's legacy and generation in order to ensure our kind is never completely extinct. as the female one winged angel, that is a very crucial part of my role on this planet, along with reclaiming the planet for Mother. she is counting on me: and i promised her i wouldnt disappoint.
