So for those of you who read the anniversary notes blog I did, you might recall I was pretty conflicted about leaving or staying. Well I made my decision. After I write this blog, I will be leaving Pedia. I didn't finish Toxic Manor. I didn't see the Coldstream rp through. But I've stopped caring, and not even just those things. I'm a weird and depressed freak, who's life is slowly getting worse and worse each day, who needs to isolate himself for some time while I try to get my pathetic life together. But you don't care. And like I said, I don't care. I'm not writing this for pity after all. I'm writing this because I didn't want to say goodbye to anyone, especially my friends, but I DID have some things I needed to say before I left. So while I can't guarantee this will reach the right people, I'm leaving this in the hopes that they will read it.
Spinnerweb- Thank you for everything. You were my first friend here, and you helped me feel welcome and fit in. And I'm sorry for bothering you with my problems. But know that just listening helped me in more ways then you could possibly understand, and for that, I'm grateful.
MysticFantasy (or whatever the hell your username is, it changes too much)- You know, even after all this time, I still can't figure out if we're friends or if we're enemies. I mean, we kinda switch from annoying each other to being somewhat polite to each other. Anyways, what I'm trying to say is, thanks for tolerating me, and I'm sorry for annoying you as often as I did.
Sans- MAH BOI!! I'm sorry we didn't get to play mh4u in the end. And I'm sorry for constantly making up excuses to not play. The truth is, I just really can't figure out if I even like Nintendo anymore, and instead of just saying so, I avoided shout box and lied. But know it wasn't because I hated you, or didn't want to play with you. Thank you for being a friend.
RobertDan- Rob, I've known you since PG3D forums. That year we met, and the months that followed, you and Brook were my only friends. And then I told you I didn't want to be friends anymore, and ignored you. I imagine you were a bit confused on that, so let me explain. I honestly felt like I didn't deserve a good friend like you. Sure, you lied a lot. But I did too. I've been a horrible friend Rob, and I'm sorry, truly sorry. I know apologizing can't make up for it. After this, I'll be leaving, and I won't tell you where I'll be going, so you don't have to put up with me anymore. I'm also asking you to not contact me on kik if you read this, so I don't have the chance to torture you anymore. Like I said, I was a horrible person, and you deserve better. I hope you find happiness in life. And it bears repeating, for what it's worth, I'm sorry for everything.
Evelyn- You were pretty freaking weird. And that's why you were awesome. I don't really have much to say to you, other then thanks for being my friend. That's good though, it means I only have happy memories.
Earth- You helped me get over my fears of releasing Toxic Manor out on the Internet, remember when you first offered to translate the stories for me? How I declined, only to change my mind? If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have thought anything I did was good enough to be given to a wider audience. So thank you. And thank you for being a friend.
Dragovian- I write to you mainly so I can offer you a bit more advice about high school. It can be a god awful place, trying to destroy you every second you're stuck in its halls. But it can also be fun. It all depends on you. For the love of God, don't be like me. I'm the living proof of how to hate high school. Participate in events, make friends, don't be the quiet loner sitting by himself at lunch. Now that's out of the way, thank you for being a friend. You may now rebuild your conspiracy manor in peace.
To everyone else- Thank you. For the year I was here, Pedia has been a a place I could go to escape from reality for a while and just relax. And you all played a part in making it seem welcoming. Every time I felt down, something here would happen that'd make me feel better again. It could be something as small as making me a cool wolf signature, talking about eating dead babies, laughing at anyone dumb enough to play ffxiv or banning me from using link every time we play smash. I may not have addressed you personally, but you were no less a major part in making this place so wonderful. So thank you for making me feel normal.
I dunno if I'll come back, maybe I will, maybe I won't. But if I don't, I wanted to leave this here, since I'll be leaving before anyone can say goodbye. And with that, I depart. Farewell Pedia.
Spinnerweb- Thank you for everything. You were my first friend here, and you helped me feel welcome and fit in. And I'm sorry for bothering you with my problems. But know that just listening helped me in more ways then you could possibly understand, and for that, I'm grateful.
MysticFantasy (or whatever the hell your username is, it changes too much)- You know, even after all this time, I still can't figure out if we're friends or if we're enemies. I mean, we kinda switch from annoying each other to being somewhat polite to each other. Anyways, what I'm trying to say is, thanks for tolerating me, and I'm sorry for annoying you as often as I did.
Sans- MAH BOI!! I'm sorry we didn't get to play mh4u in the end. And I'm sorry for constantly making up excuses to not play. The truth is, I just really can't figure out if I even like Nintendo anymore, and instead of just saying so, I avoided shout box and lied. But know it wasn't because I hated you, or didn't want to play with you. Thank you for being a friend.
RobertDan- Rob, I've known you since PG3D forums. That year we met, and the months that followed, you and Brook were my only friends. And then I told you I didn't want to be friends anymore, and ignored you. I imagine you were a bit confused on that, so let me explain. I honestly felt like I didn't deserve a good friend like you. Sure, you lied a lot. But I did too. I've been a horrible friend Rob, and I'm sorry, truly sorry. I know apologizing can't make up for it. After this, I'll be leaving, and I won't tell you where I'll be going, so you don't have to put up with me anymore. I'm also asking you to not contact me on kik if you read this, so I don't have the chance to torture you anymore. Like I said, I was a horrible person, and you deserve better. I hope you find happiness in life. And it bears repeating, for what it's worth, I'm sorry for everything.
Evelyn- You were pretty freaking weird. And that's why you were awesome. I don't really have much to say to you, other then thanks for being my friend. That's good though, it means I only have happy memories.
Earth- You helped me get over my fears of releasing Toxic Manor out on the Internet, remember when you first offered to translate the stories for me? How I declined, only to change my mind? If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have thought anything I did was good enough to be given to a wider audience. So thank you. And thank you for being a friend.
Dragovian- I write to you mainly so I can offer you a bit more advice about high school. It can be a god awful place, trying to destroy you every second you're stuck in its halls. But it can also be fun. It all depends on you. For the love of God, don't be like me. I'm the living proof of how to hate high school. Participate in events, make friends, don't be the quiet loner sitting by himself at lunch. Now that's out of the way, thank you for being a friend. You may now rebuild your conspiracy manor in peace.
To everyone else- Thank you. For the year I was here, Pedia has been a a place I could go to escape from reality for a while and just relax. And you all played a part in making it seem welcoming. Every time I felt down, something here would happen that'd make me feel better again. It could be something as small as making me a cool wolf signature, talking about eating dead babies, laughing at anyone dumb enough to play ffxiv or banning me from using link every time we play smash. I may not have addressed you personally, but you were no less a major part in making this place so wonderful. So thank you for making me feel normal.
I dunno if I'll come back, maybe I will, maybe I won't. But if I don't, I wanted to leave this here, since I'll be leaving before anyone can say goodbye. And with that, I depart. Farewell Pedia.
And I certainly won't be lurking here, writing comments on my goodbye blog after I came back, kekekekeke