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Random thoughts by me.

So I don't really know how to preface this blog post. The one's before where I rant about movies was quite easy but I don't know about this. I'll just jump right into it I guess.

Time. To me time is one of the most fascinating things about our existence. What is time?

"Time is a tool you can put on a wall or wear it on your rizt"

All right but in all seriousness time is something that I find both scary and fascinating. I find it so fascinating just because time is nothing than human's perception of why and how things get older. I even got a glimpse of this when we covered some special relatively in my physics class last semester. The closer and closer an object gets to the speed of light the slower and slower time moves for said object. Isn't that just fascinating? That means that if theoretically we could develop spaceships that travel at the speed of light continuously people could live long enough that they might as well be immortal! Does that fascinate anybody else?

That's not what really scares me about time however. I mean you do not even to get to incredibly fast speeds to see that time is just human perception.

So I'm a freshmen in college and my 2nd semester is practically over. Just looking at the sentence after I typed it out is incredibly weird. I know it's true but it doesn't feel like it's true. It feels weird to say that senior prom and graduation were almost a year ago. It's at times like this were I get scared and even a little depressed. Sometimes I just feel like time is moving too fast. That it just keeps going and it's leaving me behind without any remorse. Sometimes I just feel like my life is slipping past me and I don't know what to do.

Now obviously I know I have a lot of my life left but it's in these times that I feel like my life might just slip by me and I'll have nothing to show for it. In short.... time scares me. Because thinking about how fast time has been moving for me makes me think that well I'll snap my fingers and I'll be graduating college. Then I'll snap them again and I'll be 40. That scares me a lot because well..... I don't believe in the existence of an afterlife. So the quicker time goes by the quicker death approaches. And since I believe there's nothing after death... that kind of scares me.

So yeah I realize this just got dark and depressing real fast.... I didn't intend for this to happen. But yeah those are just some thoughts that run through my head sometimes and so I decided to share them.

DON'T FORGET TO SMASH THAT LIKE, COMMENT AND SUBSCRIBE IF YOU WANT MORE! I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO END THIS SO I'LL JUST END IT LIKE THIS I GUESS.

Adios.
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